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a continuation of the apologetic wankery from Queer and Inhuman

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I'm gonna fall out of love with you
it was decided long ago
when I met you and fell instantly
I didn't think to look out below.

Please don't leave me behind
please don't leave me behind
please don't, please don't
I might leave you behind
please don't, please don't
I might leave you behind.

I don't think you have left me
with a reason to continue on
my hair is covered with cotton
it's time for me to disown my son.

Maybe you're not here
maybe I'm not queer.

I don't think you have left me
with a reason to continue on
my hair is covered with cotton
it's time for me to disown my son.

Let me call you dear
let me feed you lies
I just wanna live out my fantasies
of being a child and compromise
all my secrets are yours to keep
all your secrets are mine to sleep
on a bed constructed of fabric
on a bed in the deep deep sea.

I don't think you have left me
with a reason to continue on
my hair is covered with cotton
it's time for me to disown my son.

Maybe you're not here
maybe I'll disappear.

Maybe you're not here - I'll just call you dear
maybe I'm not here - to call your names
maybe you're not here - your deadname brings me fear
maybe I'm not here - and maybe that's for the best
maybe you're not here - maybe I'm not clear
maybe I'm not here - and you feel the same
maybe you're not here - the mile marker is near
maybe I'm not here - I'll count them out in jest.

Maybe I'm not here! (x12)
I am never here! (x4)

I'm gonna fall out of love with you
it was decided long ago.

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Patent Enterprise, Alabama

J Sutton is Patent, a music project of lo-fi, post-rock, and emo tendencies that hails from Alabama.

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